*bing*

I realised how twisted some people seriously are. Really really twisted. It disgusts me just thinking about it. How could I let those people fuck me over all this time? I can't believe I've been living with them. Socially interacting with them. Trusting them. Put my heart and soul for them. Knowing them for so many years. Sharing my darkest secrets with them. Spending time, money and affections (love and platonic) for them. And then I get used like this. I swear to God after all this, I ain't gonna be the fucking pussy submissive cunt in all this anymore.

You know what. To all the shangs who have fucked me over and never admitted to it, a big FUCK YOU to yous all. You know who I'm talking about. It's people like you who give shangs the really bad name everyone is familiar with.

You know what's the more fucked up thing? They're still out and about continuing to do all this shit as though nothing has happened. How fucking sad...


Limp Bizkit

Check, check, check check... out reality

Special
You think you're special
You do
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it when you laugh at me
Look down on me
You walk around on me
Just one more fight
About your leadership
And I will straight up
Leave your shit
Cause I've had enough of this
And now I'm pissed

Yeah
This time I'm 'a let it all come out
This time I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way
My way, or the highway

This time I'm 'a let it all come out
This time I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way
My way, or the highway

Check out, check check... out reality
Just one more fight
About a lot of things
And I will give up everything
To be on my own again
Free again

Yeah
This time I'm 'a let it all come out
This time I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way
My way, or the highway

This time I'm 'a let it all come out
This time I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way
My way, or the highway

Some day you'll see things my way
Cause you never know
no, you never know
When you're gonna go

Some day you'll see things my way
Cause you never know
no, you never know
When you're gonna go

Check out, check check... out reality

Just one more fight
And I'll be history
Yes I will straight up
Leave your shit
And you'll be the one who's left
Missing me

Yeah
This time I'm 'a let it all come out
This time I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way
My way, or the highway

This time I'm 'a let it all come out
This time I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way
My way, or the highway

Some day you'll see things my way
Cause you never know
no, you never know
When you're gonna go

Some day you'll see things my way
Cause you never know
no, you never know
When you're gonna go

Check out, check check... out reality