Friday, then week roundup.

Xmas partys
da worst fing dat dey didnt tell mi bout was dat fris were long lunchez and earli gos... den 2dai dey sayd dat dere was dis xmas parti but i jus culdnt go, u kno mi. need 2 b finkin of all da fings b4 i do em, n dey didn leave me enuf tym 2dai... not dat i wanted to go newayz, or did i? da fact remains, i jus dun fink i waz welkumed anyway, so why bother? dey hate mi, n i hate dem... sounds gud... eye 4 an eye. gud ol ms peric ay? all dat 3U... neway, yeh... no, didn go, and it was at dat plc in da roks...? how do i get dere man?! oh... dey offered to drive, but how do i get bak?
translation: okay, the day finished early at 4:30 coz people were on their way to xmas parties in the insolvency department... so i kinda finished the day early too. they asked me to go, but i declined coz i didnt know anyone and refused to get both drunk nor nigelated- worst combo ever. i had another reason too- coz Hamad got food poisioning on one last night, a bad omen for me. if jason went too, i wouldve gone... but he's not 18.

fyn, ive had enuf of all da fotocopis i needed 2 do dis week! so borin man, mi brains fryed coz of dat... n ill die of cancer. all i do is doodle all ova da paper n finkin n daydreamin bout wat 2 do 2molo... so bad u kno. n 2dai waz worse coz i had nufin 2 do afta lunch... nufin! c wat i mean! n 2 fink dat nxt yr will b same... ar... i dun wanna waste ma tym here wen i can b at uni... n to fink im being slaved... shit pay for mai effort! fark yus all!
translation: basically not much happened after lunch anyway. it was boring, as with most of the work i did this week. which forces me to reconsider seriously the situation that i could get myself into next year, with meagre pay.

Verdict
i truli lub da job, but ma lyf will be totally gone! u kno wat i mean? 2molo i need 2 fink bout it coz i dun feel lyk it now... alryte dis is good coz its in da ct n all wif good fwendz, but itz lyk eh. i dun find wat ill do nxt yr all dat fun n i dun wanna get stuck init for 4-5 yrs man! i kno deres da cash, but everything else is priceless. ryte ill shuddup n wait 4 da dai of 19dec!
translation: i think i will wait for the UAI first. okay, my plan of action is that if i make it into com/law (chances unlikely- i can feel it) i will go. if not, then i will have to sit and consider this situation ive got. im only getting low 20k at best, with full time work, no uni life, no time at home but sleep (or using it as a 'hotel'), eating out lunch and dinner, bored shitless, good fellow cadets though... i fink dat da cons far outweighs da pros... hence, im having a massive dose of 'reconsider' syndrome. and i will not let guilt or morals cloud this decision...!