Yay! PAIN! At long last... Horribly sweet pain, engulfed in daggers and needles. Where my inspiration comes from, the dark corners of my soul which beautify and recognise who I really am. Black. Tired. Loneliness. Back in the state which I ironically want.

I lost myself. I lost my sanity. I lost my touch with humanity. Hell, I'm god damn lost.

The worse of them all, I lost you.

I should sort myself out. I need an elephant.